I need to grow up. I need to stop doing stupid useless things for my own pleasure. I need to suck it up and do what I'm supposed to do. It won't make me happy. I'm not living how I want and there's no immediate solution. I'm gonna go write. Good-bye.
you know, i'm one of those kids who wished that they could go to 'neverland' with Peter Pan! lol
ReplyDeletethere's no judgment here. i've been denying myself of the fact that i need to grow up for years. and if those 'stupid things' bring you pleasure, just do it - if it won't harm you that is.
from what i have read from your blog, i think you kinda cool.
so, if life is not responding to the way you want it to be - give it a time. keep working hard and you'll get there someday - wherever that is. =)
How's the writing going?
ReplyDelete